Current location:	Heathers bedroom - CT
Current mood:	apathetic

25 things meme
Stolen from eighty bajillion people on facebook. I'm not posting it there because I don't want everyone and their mother to be able to read it.

Basically, write 25 things about yourself, and for everything you write, "tag" someone. I don't have 25 friends on LJ so who ever can see this counts twice (or more!)

1. I'm a hypocrit. Sometimes. I will point these out.

2. There are few things in life I truly love, Music, Heather, and my friends.

3. I am a shy person, however, I am also a social person. I always wish a stranger would just come up and talk me because I won't ever go to them.

4. I hate being detached from friends. I feel as if I'm losing a connection with them.

5. I get (mildly)depressed easily, even though most people will never see it. However, when I do get depressed, I feel pathetic and make myself cheer-me-up.

6. I am terrified of being incompetent or being thought of as incompetent. But, I also hate being the person who is asked what to do all the time.

7. It makes me sad when people feel they are unattractive. Be proud of yourself damnit. (I don't consider myself handsome.)

8. I can sit for hours on end with nothing to do, and have a brilliant time.

9. Even though I'm a musician, when I'm completely alone I generally prefer silence over music.

10. People that have "role-models" and "heroes" that are athletes and musicians disgust me. Even the concept of a role model makes me sick, even though I have them. My role models are Andrew Boucher (RIP), and my Pepere.

11. I simultaneously love and hate the internet.

12. I hate what American culture is today, and how it affects our generation. I long for civilization to loose it electricity, to loose the ability to record music, to stay up after dark. Even though I'm a night owl.

13. I can't stand it when someone tells me that they have no hobbies, or interests other than partying and booze.

14. When people tell me they don't believe in global warming I get outraged.

15. As much as I hate stereotyping, I stereotype all republicans as people that don't believe in global warming.

16. Fall and Winter are my favorite seasons, and even though I love to ski and I love snow, the world is the best when there are no leaves on the trees. Everything is just so bare and unprotected, its beautiful.

17. I almost always feel in-adequate. So I work as hard as I can to not feel that way, then once I don't, I give up.

18. I am easily addicted to things, which is why I don't drink, smoke, do drugs. I'm afraid I will get into a cycle I can't break.

19. My one year of football only taught me a couple things, most importantly, if you don't get nervous about something you don't care enough.

20. I do not consider myself smart, and I can get insulted when some I consider smart(er than me) doesn't know the write answer/way to do something.

21. I do not believe in ADD or ADHD. I believe that it is a lack of parenting (either because of a diagnosis of it, or because the parent doesn't teach his/her kid to control themselves) resulting in lack self discipline that people call an illness.

22. My brain wanders all the time, often in the middle of conversation, which leads to some odd topic switches.

23. Addiction is not a disease. It is a lack of will power.

24. I've never wanted to be "popular" and have tons of fake friends. I just worry about not being remembered after I'm gone.

25. Organized religion is a farce. Nothing but a brainwashing attempt by a select few to control as mass amount of people and to gain unbelievable power. However, I am NOT an Atheist, I am Agnostic, if you don't know the difference, educate yourself.